Posted: Wed Aug 03, 2011 7:21 am
Post subject: A little low today.....
Today was my angel babies due date so I am feeling a little low. I realise that this day is something that all of us who have experienced mc have to go through before the cloud that hangs over you can truly start to lift. So I am going to get through this day as best I can, knowing that I am blessed to be having another new life inside me, but continuing to know that no matter how much time passes, for sure that I will never forget my little Beanie.
I will also make sure that this little girl inside me knows all about the angel in the sky.
It also made me think so much about all the ladies who have to go through this day, so I want to send all my love to you all to know that I am thinking of you all & for those of you still ttc after your mc, I wish you so much luck that your dream comes true soon for you all.
Lots of love xx
Posted: Sun Aug 07, 2011 5:31 pm
Lots of love to you today! I also had a moment today thinking of my angels, even though I am pregnant with my 5th, and he is very much alive and kicking! Never forgotten, always treasured. x
Hope: left us 4th Dec 08,
Michael: left us 7th Sept 09, nine months later and
Columbine (bird of peace): left us 25th Oct 09.
Tiny one: left us on 16th May 10
and Richard Charles: born full of life on 23rd Nov 11!
Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 8:04 pm
Hugs to you all.
On my due date of my first mc baby I had my mother in law come round to tell me oh cousin is pregnant and all she did was woffle about how excited she is for their baby etc - she just didnt think but it really hurt.
Being pregnant again definately helps soften the pain but you definately never forget the baby(s) you lost.