trying2hard
Active Member
Joined: 04 Jan 2011
Posts: 86
Hi Ladies,
I have 3 children, natasha 17, courtney 11, kiera 5. back in jun/jul 09 i lost one at around 5-6 weeks. I also found out last week that im expecting again, i will be 5 weeks this coming monday.I too am very scared that maybe i wont be lucky with this one, everytime i go to the loo im expecting to wipe and find colour.Seems strange but i cant seem to let myself get excited, even tho i want to shout from the roof tops (woohoo),but just cant at least until i have proof that he/she is still there growing. I have done 3 tests 2 normall and 1 digi the one that tells you how far gone you are, this monday i plan to do another just to see if the dating changes.I have seen the doctor and been refered to the midwife so should hopefully get a call tuesday, but cant wait to have a scan