I am super peed off!!!!!

I have my hysteroscopy in less than 48 hours (thurs at 1.30pm), I didnt know where I was in my cycle as I got so many friggin positives on the opks that I got norethisterone and started it saturday to cover myself so AF wasnt upon me for the proceure (as it says you can be on af) and I went to the loo before wiped and had the tiniest brown blood like a pin prick size and then again the same later (only when I wiped) and I have that feeling that she is on route and will be with me shortly
I could kick myself and my stupid stupid body

this could put us back another 2 months

as I will not be able to have the procedure done and obv it will put us back to the end of the list again!!!
I am so annoyed as there are huge changes going on at work and we are moving premises and merging with another company (means I know have a 35min commute 3 motorways instead of 6 mins down 2 roads

) and lots going on quite positive for me and my role and wages etc but I really really wanted to start IVF before the move as once we move I am going to have a new FD and its going to be a bigger company and not as personal and I just wont know what to do I havent got the holidays spare at the mintue!!!!!!!!
God I feel like crying today!!
Sorry for the massive rant ladies just needed to get it out!!!!!
I am so annoyed at my stupid body I really hate it playing games like this with me!
How is everyone?
Claire, nat, susanjosh, kazm?
Sorry if I have missed anyone its been a long time since I have been on here
xx