Posted: Mon Jan 27, 2014 12:51 am
Post subject: 6 years ttc
My husband and I have been together for 16 years, married for 7 and ttc for 6. The first couple of years were hard and unsettling. The next couple were full on depression. Then these last two... full on disgust with everyone!!! I have had 1 miss carriage that happened 4 months ago. Three of my younger sisters go have been blessed with babies. One of which has had 3. One of which just gave birth. Then the last still pregnant. My husband and I decided to only have a child naturally without the help of any drugs or scientific procedures.
After my miscarriage I have came to terms with the possibility that we may not concieve. My husband on the other hand can not. He has told me recently that he would rather us go our separate ways and see me try with another than spend any more of my time with him. No matter what I say or do he feels this way. I feel so helpless and useless. I feel less of a woman, less of a wife and less of a sister than I ever had. When will this feeling ever go away?