Luckyducky
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Joined: 23 Oct 2007
Posts: 2286
Hi Leedan, I'm so glad you posted this, I was about to post something very similar!
I am 35 weeks, and finish work on Friday. On the one hand I am feeling excited that I only have 5 weeks to go, and get to put my feet up after Friday, on the other hand I am terrified that there is only 5 weeks before I have to look after a baby, and that I'm not going to be seeing my friends at work every day after Friday.
I am a bit of a control freak, and enjoy the routine of work, and am lucky that I enjoy my work, so it is all a bit scary that I soon won't have that, and can't control what is going to happen, babies don't respond to lists and being organised, they do what they like!
Ok, so I'm a freak, but I needed somewhere to rant for a bit, have no-one to talk to right now and am feeling rather low and lonely.
LD