[fairytale]

have had awful 3 weeks - started slow bleeding the last 10 days have been pretty heavy and v painful at times - started to worry if there was something wrong but seems to be stopping now - thank goodness....

i feel like i can now finally start to come to terms with the loss of our baby - its been so hard to think about the bleeding as a mc as everytime i felt like i have failed not only myself, my husband but our much wanted precious jelly bean

i am terrified to try again but also terrified not to - i wish i had a magic ball and could see the future. DH already blames himself and feels he isnt 'worthy' to be a dad but to me he is the most amazing perfect man in the world and i so much want us to have a child. i blame myself as it was my body that disnt work........

one day at a time
xx

[LauraG]

have had awful 3 weeks - started slow bleeding the last 10 days have been pretty heavy and v painful at times - started to worry if there was something wrong but seems to be stopping now - thank goodness....

i feel like i can now finally start to come to terms with the loss of our baby - its been so hard to think about the bleeding as a mc as everytime i felt like i have failed not only myself, my husband but our much wanted precious jelly bean

i am terrified to try again but also terrified not to - i wish i had a magic ball and could see the future. DH already blames himself and feels he isnt 'worthy' to be a dad but to me he is the most amazing perfect man in the world and i so much want us to have a child. i blame myself as it was my body that disnt work........

one day at a time
xx

[angelTTC]

have had awful 3 weeks - started slow bleeding the last 10 days have been pretty heavy and v painful at times - started to worry if there was something wrong but seems to be stopping now - thank goodness....

i feel like i can now finally start to come to terms with the loss of our baby - its been so hard to think about the bleeding as a mc as everytime i felt like i have failed not only myself, my husband but our much wanted precious jelly bean

i am terrified to try again but also terrified not to - i wish i had a magic ball and could see the future. DH already blames himself and feels he isnt 'worthy' to be a dad but to me he is the most amazing perfect man in the world and i so much want us to have a child. i blame myself as it was my body that disnt work........

one day at a time
xx