[Dotingdoll]

Hiya My names dotingdoll, I was sterilised 15 yrs ago at the age of 22, biggest mistake ever, It wasnt my descision, I was pressured by ex mum n gp. Id had a rough time with my first 2 pregnancies, got a boy 18yrs and girl 15 yrs, had pre clampsia with boy and thrombosis with girl, I was a mere petit 5ft weighn 6 st, ended up double size during pregnancy.I lost 3 children due to miscarriage and anachephlic, (spina bifida n no brain) for those whom didnt know
Well im now 37, divorced, on disability with bechets syndrome and fibromyalgia, very depressed, but met a great loving guy 9yrs older than me, we talked about children he has 2 from prev marriage, ex wouldnt access visits so lost touch, they now 23 n 21,
As i said been sterilised tubes i think cut n tied, Had laparoscopy few years ago to determin illness, thought was endometriosis, dr kept askin if i want more kid, wish id said there n then reverse me lol !
Dont know wot my chances are, Been to see my gp, got appointment for 21st july, only one prob, I need nhs.... or could only do payment plan, would they accept that .. not.
Can anybody out there give me advice, talk to me.. Im a desparate lady with a lot of love to give a child, im very broody, spend alot of time with my neighbours kids, spoil em to bits,
pls pls pls give me hope xxxx

[rosie36]

Hiya My names dotingdoll, I was sterilised 15 yrs ago at the age of 22, biggest mistake ever, It wasnt my descision, I was pressured by ex mum n gp. Id had a rough time with my first 2 pregnancies, got a boy 18yrs and girl 15 yrs, had pre clampsia with boy and thrombosis with girl, I was a mere petit 5ft weighn 6 st, ended up double size during pregnancy.I lost 3 children due to miscarriage and anachephlic, (spina bifida n no brain) for those whom didnt know
Well im now 37, divorced, on disability with bechets syndrome and fibromyalgia, very depressed, but met a great loving guy 9yrs older than me, we talked about children he has 2 from prev marriage, ex wouldnt access visits so lost touch, they now 23 n 21,
As i said been sterilised tubes i think cut n tied, Had laparoscopy few years ago to determin illness, thought was endometriosis, dr kept askin if i want more kid, wish id said there n then reverse me lol !
Dont know wot my chances are, Been to see my gp, got appointment for 21st july, only one prob, I need nhs.... or could only do payment plan, would they accept that .. not.
Can anybody out there give me advice, talk to me.. Im a desparate lady with a lot of love to give a child, im very broody, spend alot of time with my neighbours kids, spoil em to bits,
pls pls pls give me hope xxxx

[Rachel72]

Hiya My names dotingdoll, I was sterilised 15 yrs ago at the age of 22, biggest mistake ever, It wasnt my descision, I was pressured by ex mum n gp. Id had a rough time with my first 2 pregnancies, got a boy 18yrs and girl 15 yrs, had pre clampsia with boy and thrombosis with girl, I was a mere petit 5ft weighn 6 st, ended up double size during pregnancy.I lost 3 children due to miscarriage and anachephlic, (spina bifida n no brain) for those whom didnt know
Well im now 37, divorced, on disability with bechets syndrome and fibromyalgia, very depressed, but met a great loving guy 9yrs older than me, we talked about children he has 2 from prev marriage, ex wouldnt access visits so lost touch, they now 23 n 21,
As i said been sterilised tubes i think cut n tied, Had laparoscopy few years ago to determin illness, thought was endometriosis, dr kept askin if i want more kid, wish id said there n then reverse me lol !
Dont know wot my chances are, Been to see my gp, got appointment for 21st july, only one prob, I need nhs.... or could only do payment plan, would they accept that .. not.
Can anybody out there give me advice, talk to me.. Im a desparate lady with a lot of love to give a child, im very broody, spend alot of time with my neighbours kids, spoil em to bits,
pls pls pls give me hope xxxx