Eleanor, it's been a year... Still miss you xx
  Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 8:10 am
Post subject: Eleanor, it's been a year... Still miss you xx Darling Eleanor, I couldn't go past today without wishing you were here and marking the day. Going to visit you today and miss what could/should have been...
Moving on is so very hard. The sadness of your loss will never leave me or your daddy. Love always Mummy xxxxxx so many typos! _________________ 
Our baby Eleanor lost 6 Apr 10 Last edited by JulieWoo on Wed Apr 06, 2011 8:56 am; edited 1 time in total Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 8:27 am
Post subject: Cant believe its been a year
She was a beautiful Julie, just so sad she was too beautiful for earth. of course u miss her everyday, but today must be particularly hard. You are such an amazingly strong lady and an inspiration for all of us on AB 
Thinkin of you and your family today honey xXx _________________  
  Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 8:59 am
Post subject: Thanks Laura and Loola
I dont feel very strong - but i'm so bloody stubborn.... I miss what should have been - the possibilites. She was beautiful, and life is cruel. xx _________________
Our baby Eleanor lost 6 Apr 10 Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 9:41 am
Post subject: Thinking of you Julie, it's such a hard day but I hope you can think of Eleanor with a smile today, hopefully she'll be having a tea party with Isabella and all the other beautiful little angels.
I know what you mean about moving on, it's nearly 2 yrs for me and it still feels like yesterday, that sadness will never go. But they will always be with us, they're still our babies and we will always be their Mummies.
Thinking of you all with much love and sending floaty kisses up to Eleanor. I shall light my candle tonight for her. xxxx _________________ After a horrible few years, life is good. 
 Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 7:46 pm
Post subject: Oh Julie, you just seem to be on such a rollercoaster lately. I can't believe it has been 1 year already and I dont think any of us will forget about Eleanor. I hope you had the chance for special time with your husband to remember your beautiful little girl.
Lots of hugs to you hun xxx _________________    Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2011 7:31 pm
Post subject: Bella,
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Please feel free to PM me anytime if you need help - or just need to rant. Talking helps, and you will go through the whole range of emotions while you are grieving. Angel mummies never forget, but time fades the pain to an ache rather than an open wound. Love Julie xx _________________
Our baby Eleanor lost 6 Apr 10 Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 9:28 pm
Post subject: Darling Eleanor,
Well it would've - shouldve been your first birthday yesterday. How time has gone... I still catch my breath when I see little dresses or shoes, and think I might have bought them for you. I see other 1 year olds and wonder what you would've been like. You were beautiful and so tiny. A micro preemie. Had I been in America they might have been able to help you.... I need to stop punishing myself. I think all angel mummies do it though. Love and floaty kisses Mummy xxx _________________
Our baby Eleanor lost 6 Apr 10 Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 10:40 pm
Post subject: JulieWoo wrote:
Thanks Komolafe,
sorry - just wallowing a bit. I so happy for you and your little lumpys, Love Julie xx Julie don't ever feel you're wallowing. You're not. All you're doing is being a mummy who's having a moment thinking of precious memories of her beloved baby girl. It must be so hard for you. Hope you're doing ok xxx _________________
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