Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2011 8:58 pm
Post subject: its been a week....
since I had Cody
I cant believe it....where has the time gone !! OH goes back to work properly 2moro....i'm so scared of being on my own ! I have a few things to do this week & a few ppl to see but not all the time & I am dreading the times on my own.....I've kept myself busy all weekend as I feel if I stop I think & at the moment I dont want to think coz when I do I just break & I havent got the strength to do it on my own...especially in front of my daughter
I hope it gets easier !!
Posted: Fri Apr 15, 2011 8:11 pm
hi yes its been ok....i seem to cope well during the days when he is at work, its evenings that are still the worse.....when emily has gone to bed & everythings a bit quieter, when you get time to sit & think...it so hard. i am getting there, but i still just feel great sadness & so empty its unreal.