Posted: Wed Jul 20, 2011 2:53 pm
We will go to GP to save travelling all the way back to Nottingham for a ham shank lol! Had one done with GP before we went for the op as we had to be sure it was him and not me...
It's funny before the op I didn't think I'd bother about the SA but now it's all done and it's the waiting game I just feel like I need to know if there's anything happening. Might inspire me to up the action if it's a good result!!
I bet you're excited!! That's great they have such a quick service. xx
Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 1:13 pm
I feel like poo today!! - really tired and af is delaying showing itself... don't get excited i know its coming!! need a bath and an early night i think!! ... feel proper emotional, stupid really ... need to sort myself out!!! lol
Hope everyone else is ok??!! xx
Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 2:22 pm
Hi annon here's a big hug, it's definitely time you found out whats happening with DH's swimmers you've been through enough emotionally. If results aren't what you hope would you consider iui or IVF? I keep thinking i need a back up plan just incase it's just the money thats a problem. Before the op i thought if it happens it happens now i can't sleep some nights thinging what if it doesn't happen. Positive vibes to keep AF away annon x x x
Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 2:56 pm
Oh Jo!! thats such a nice message!! thank you.... it is all so emotionally draining and want it all to go away!! (sound like such a child!!!) All my life if i've wanted something i've gone and fought for it but with ttc there really is not much else i can do to help the situation along.
IVF is totally out of the question ... we just can not afford it at all ... and i'm so emotionally delicate as it is without going through that and then if it's not successfull - that would just be terrible, i know there is always the chance it would work but thats 'if' dh has some sperm!! and if he doesn't then thats it for us.... poor bloke ends up being married to a complete nut job!! lol
We keep saying that before we have the sa we need to have a plan for whatever the results are... any ideas?????!!!! lol xx
Posted: Thu Jul 21, 2011 7:28 pm
Anon I know what you mean, I was also down today as I know I'm due on, luckily there's a garage near work so I was able to turn to a true friend - Dairy Milk - seemed to do the trick for a while anyway. Hope you're feeling better hon, I also fear I would turn into a total nutcase if I went for ivf, even if we did have the money. But then if it worked, it would be worth being mental for a while, if only there was a crystal ball so you could know what would happen.
I guess the only way you can look at it is if it's not a good result then that doesn't seem to mean much as numbers can increase dramatically in months/years following the op, and lots of pregnancies happen after poor SAs. So it's not a final sentence by any means.
Jo, like you, before the op I was like, whatever happens happens, but now the op has happened it's just a waiting game, and it's hitting me now more than ever that it might not work and how I'll cope if it doesn't, especially when everyone around me is falling pregnant with no difficulty whatsoever.
Baaah humbug to them all!!!
Posted: Sun Jul 24, 2011 8:52 pm
Hi louisbear how frustrating! Not long now though it will come round before you know it.
Hope everyone had a good weekend. I did my tax return woohoo so it's been an exciting 48 hours. Can't believe it's Sunday night ALREADY.
Have no idea what my cycle is doing at the moment but am on day 25 without af, not that that's anything to get excited about as I know it's coming, but I've been on standby for the past 4 days... no doubt just waiting for a really inconvenient moment!
Hope everyone has a good week xx