Posted: Tue Sep 13, 2011 5:47 pm
Post subject: Tomorrow...
... was my original EDD for by little angle baby (and though it turns out I was further along than we realised so not accurate, is the day that is the most symbolic for hubby and I)
I'm so so sad thinking that we would have met my little one by now and that we never will. My emotions are all over the place
I really thought I'd be pregnant again by now
Posted: Tue Sep 13, 2011 9:03 pm
Posted: Tue Sep 13, 2011 9:29 pm
Such a sad day Hun!
I've suffered 3x m/c's over several years and always light a 24hr candle on the day I lost my angel babies. Aug 17th, Oct 8th & Dec 17th.
I still get upset on these days and days in between. It's so hard.
Big hugs. Xx
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Posted: Wed Sep 14, 2011 8:47 am
awwwww... When I read your post I got the worst feeling in the pit of my stomach that's all too familiar. Only those that have gone through a mc can truly understand the sad milestones that remain with us forever. Do whatever you need to do today hun, be it stay busy, cry, rant or pamper, but do try to stay positive through it all - you DID get pregnant so there is no reason not to again. Massive hugs xxxx
Miscarriage in Feb 2010.
Silent Miscarriage in July 2010.
Ectopic and loss of right tube in Nov 2010.
Miscarriage in May 2011
May they all be happily playing together xxxx
Posted: Wed Sep 14, 2011 8:53 am
aww Pixie its so horrible isnt it..
mine was in May and I have another one in January.
I spent the day with my hubby.. we had a nice lunch together.. and let off 2 ballons..
he also wrote a `birthday` card from both of us..to the beanie.. try and do something nice if you can.. whatever makes you feel better.. xx
Tubal Reversal 19/7/10
Angel Baby due 18/5/2011 (ectopic)
Angel Baby due 25/1/2012 (m/c)
Angel Baby due 21/6/2012 (m/c)
All 3 much loved and wanted xx
Posted: Wed Sep 14, 2011 4:06 pm
Thanks for the kind words ladies.
I've just been keeping myself busy today. I actually feel quite numb now. I had a good cry this morning while it hit me that I could have woken up to my baby but I haven't cried as much as I expected to. Hubby and I wrote a letter to baby and tied it to a balloon which we released at the top of the hill over looking the vale. It was beautiful but very sad.
Posted: Thu Sep 15, 2011 7:30 pm
Ah hun I know exactly how you feeling.
My due date would of been next week on 24th September, and I have felt terrible these last weeks like in my own sad bubble that I cant seem to get out of. Like you I thought I would of got pregnant by now.
My sister in law gave birth on Monday too (nearly 3 weeks early) so I went to see her beautiful new baby girl, don't get me wrong I am so so happy for them and relieved their baby has arrived safely (a beautiful couple and are such great parents) but i am feeling quite depressed as should of been meeting my baby in about a weeks time and its so hard.
Sending you big hugs, hope you feel better soon and that you get your BFP very soon.
Posted: Thu Sep 15, 2011 11:02 pm
Sending hugs hun, i think you would of still felt sad even if you were pg again. I know i did and i was 26 weeks pg with Rubilyn on the twins EDD. nothing can really take away that loss and pain i think it just makes you more greatful for what you already have. Wishing you the best of luck and preying for a sticky bean for you. xx
*Our beautiful twins are safe in heaven*
Posted: Fri Sep 16, 2011 6:47 pm
Sending hugs hun, i think you would of still felt sad even if you were pg again. I know i did and i was 26 weeks pg with Rubilyn on the twins EDD. nothing can really take away that loss and pain i think it just makes you more greatful for what you already have. Wishing you the best of luck and preying for a sticky bean for you. xxI ddidnt think by any stretch that being pg would stop me feeling sad. i just meant that at least i would have that to look forward to and not feel like ive missed my only chance. Also,i simply assumed it would have happened by now!