Eleanor, it's been a year... Still miss you xx

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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 8:10 am 
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Darling Eleanor, I couldn't go past today without wishing you were here and marking the day. Going to visit you today and miss what could/should have been...
Moving on is so very hard. The sadness of your loss will never leave me or your daddy.
Love always
Mummy xxxxxx


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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 8:25 am 
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Thinking of you Julie it must b a difficult day 4 u. Hope u can use today to remember ur beautiful little girl.
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 8:27 am 
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Cant believe its been a year Crying or Very sad
She was a beautiful Julie, just so sad she was too beautiful for earth.
of course u miss her everyday, but today must be particularly hard.
You are such an amazingly strong lady and an inspiration for all of us on AB Smile
Thinkin of you and your family today honey xXx
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 8:59 am 
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Thanks Laura and Loola

I dont feel very strong - but i'm so bloody stubborn....
I miss what should have been - the possibilites. She was beautiful, and life is cruel.

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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 9:41 am 
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Thinking of you Julie, it's such a hard day but I hope you can think of Eleanor with a smile today, hopefully she'll be having a tea party with Isabella and all the other beautiful little angels.
I know what you mean about moving on, it's nearly 2 yrs for me and it still feels like yesterday, that sadness will never go. Crying or Very sad But they will always be with us, they're still our babies and we will always be their Mummies.
Thinking of you all with much love and sending floaty kisses up to Eleanor. I shall light my candle tonight for her. xxxx
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Posted: Wed Apr 06, 2011 7:46 pm 
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Oh Julie, you just seem to be on such a rollercoaster lately. I can't believe it has been 1 year already and I dont think any of us will forget about Eleanor. I hope you had the chance for special time with your husband to remember your beautiful little girl.

Lots of hugs to you hun xxx
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Posted: Sat Apr 09, 2011 3:50 pm 
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its so hard Sad

its nearly a week for me & i feel like life just sucks at the moment ! its so not fair Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad
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Posted: Sun Apr 10, 2011 7:31 pm 
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Bella,
I'm so very sorry for your loss. Please feel free to PM me anytime if you need help - or just need to rant. Talking helps, and you will go through the whole range of emotions while you are grieving.

Angel mummies never forget, but time fades the pain to an ache rather than an open wound.

Love Julie xx
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Posted: Sat Apr 16, 2011 8:50 pm 
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Ah hun - its gone so quick can't believe its been a year.
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Posted: Fri Aug 12, 2011 9:28 pm 
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Darling Eleanor,
Well it would've - shouldve been your first birthday yesterday. How time has gone... I still catch my breath when I see little dresses or shoes, and think I might have bought them for you.

I see other 1 year olds and wonder what you would've been like. You were beautiful and so tiny. A micro preemie. Had I been in America they might have been able to help you.... I need to stop punishing myself. I think all angel mummies do it though.

Love and floaty kisses
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Posted: Sat Aug 13, 2011 9:38 pm 
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So sorry hun, thinking of you and your family xxx
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 12:29 pm 
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Thanks Komolafe,
sorry - just wallowing a bit. I so happy for you and your little lumpys,

Love Julie xx
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 4:54 pm 
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my thoughts are with you hun xx
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Posted: Sun Aug 14, 2011 10:40 pm 
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JulieWoo wrote:
Thanks Komolafe,
sorry - just wallowing a bit. I so happy for you and your little lumpys,

Love Julie xx


Julie don't ever feel you're wallowing. You're not. All you're doing is being a mummy who's having a moment thinking of precious memories of her beloved baby girl. It must be so hard for you. Hope you're doing ok xxx
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