Babydreams25
Senior Member
Joined: 16 Oct 2009
Posts: 211

Hi ladies!
It has been forever since I was last here. I have been ttc since march 2009 with no luck. I received 8 months of feritility treatment last year taking metformin and clomid only to end with a 7 inch cyst that ruptured. I called it quits last october.
Over the past few days I have been having pain in my side that feels the same as the pain I had last year with the cyst. I went to the doctor and there were pregnant women everywhere!!! I went through so many emotions...[*CENSORED*], sad, dissappointed, [*CENSORED*], frustrated sad, [*CENSORED*]! All i chould think about was getting out of there!
After my pap smear, blood work up and ultrasound, I was told again that I have PCOS by a new doctor, so theres my second opinion. I dont know what I was thinking.....maybe if I dont think about getting pregnat and dont think about having pcos it will magically go away. Silly me!
Well he told me since my cysts are there and giving me trouble I am at high risk for getting cancer and i have to do something to lower the risk. My choices are get on birth control to regulate my hormones or take clomid to regulate my insulin production. I am hesitant to get back into focussing on baby making like last year because I was so depressed every month. I dont know if I can handle the emotional roller coaster right now. But at the same time, I dont want to get on birth control and leave myself with no chance.
So, Ive decided just to go with the metformin and take it easy.
Thank you for a place to let it all hang out.......