Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 8:39 am Post subject: I wished a wish and it was for you x
I wished so hard, I dreamed of you and you came and brought me happiness and light. I carried you for eight months, with you kicking me and everyone said you were healthy and big and strong and beautiful. Then all of a sudden, when I wasnt watching, you were taken from me. I never got to say goodbye, because it happened when I wasnt looking. The day I went to the hospital to check your heartbeat, cos I hadnt felt you moving, I never dreamed that you were no longer with me. When I gave birth to you, you were the most beautiful baby ever - the only thing missing was you breathing. I still wish my wish, I dream of you, but now you live in my heart instead. There isnt a day that goes by that I dont think of you my beautiful boy, and no day that my heart doesnt break for you. All my love, now and always mummy xxxxx _________________
RASCAL
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Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 8:59 am Post subject:
oh pips you made me cry - my heart goes out to you for all you have been through. your words just seem so fitting .
xoxo _________________
OOOO0
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Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 11:36 am Post subject:
Pips remember your little Angel man is up there looking down and one day you will again get to see him. Take care and love to all our Angels. pupx
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Posted: Thu Jul 24, 2008 12:50 pm Post subject:
Thanks ladies for your messages. Just felt I wanted to write something about Harry after all this time - feel like I have so much to say to him. I know we will see them again one day Pup - love to all our angel babies Pipsxxxx _________________
wriggler2008
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 12:25 pm Post subject:
aww pips im so sorry to hear of your loss! you have coped so well to get through something like that! as pup said dont worry you will see him again 1 day!!
babydust to you!!
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Posted: Fri Jul 25, 2008 12:38 pm Post subject:
aww pips that was so touchin im holding back the tears x _________________
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Posted: Wed Jul 30, 2008 8:49 am Post subject:
Thank you both for your replies. It really helps to tell people how I feel. For the past year I havent been able to talk about our loss - not even with dh, but gradually maybe I can a little. To all those who have lost babies too, my heart goes out to you. There are no words that can express how sorry I feel whenever I read of someone's loss, but our angels will always be with us, in our hearts and touching our souls until the day we are with them again. xx _________________
prawnette
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Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 8:40 pm Post subject:
that was soooo nice but sad, got a tear for you and your beautiful baby.
Stay strong
x x
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Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 8:58 pm Post subject:
this has brought me to tears, you are so strong and brave xx _________________
hoping4
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Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 9:01 pm Post subject:
i dont know what to say there are no words, im so sorry xxxx _________________
MrsMummy
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Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 10:11 pm Post subject:
arrr hunny, how strong you are, i am crying now thinking of your angel boy.
take care xx _________________
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Posted: Tue Aug 26, 2008 10:18 pm Post subject:
ow pips. my hear tgoes out to you. just remeber he's always looking down. and one day you'll be together again. bless you xx _________________
pips1
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Posted: Wed Aug 27, 2008 6:26 am Post subject:
May we never forget our angel babies - thank you ladies xxx _________________
frankieandarianna
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Posted: Sat Aug 30, 2008 11:33 am Post subject:
pips
that was very beautufully writted and my heart goes out to you _________________
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Posted: Sat Aug 30, 2008 12:40 pm Post subject: xx
tht was beautiful n made me cry. i crnt imagin what tht kind ov pain feels like xx