[lady24]

Hi everyone, I'm lady and Ive been on askbaby for a while, I'm at the stage where I have been ttc for 5 years. I'm happily married well most of the time. I have pcos, I don't ovulate, I've been on clomid and gonal f for induction treatments with no success.

I'm starting to think I've never ever ovulated and I'm never going to either. I'm so unhappy at the moment, I feel like I'm in a horrible daze and just want the most simplest of things a family. My husband says we have a family, its me and him and that's all we need. He hates to see me like this and he can't understand my fixation with ttc.

He wants children, I know he'd love a son, but he is trying to stay strong for me. This frustrates me I want him to scream and cry and talk about it, but I guess men are slightly different in that sense.

Why is it so hard to cope?? should i just accept it and move on or should I just stop and try not to ruin my life by fixating on what I havn't got. I just want a simple life, not to win the lottery or to have a well paid job I just want to be a mother and it's so hard when time after time it doesn't work. Well anyone who knows how I'm feeling just let me know what you think. Thanks Lady X