Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 4:43 pm
Hi, as expected af arrived this morning, so its all over.
I was upset this morning but with a little one you have to pick yourself up and carry on. I spent the day with my mum and we talked lots, also talked about it to my sister and a friend which all made me feel so much better.
Trying to see the positives and be thankful for everything we have, going to book a holiday in the sun and get all the vitamins and supplements to see if we can improve dh's sperm count and who knows over the next few years a miracle might just happen.
Its a very strange feeling as I always imagined myself having 3 or 4 children and now I have to kind of grieve for that lost future, but at the same time I feel so lucky and blessed to have a loving, kind, supportive husband and one PERFECT little boy that I get to spend all my time with.
Thank you all for your support, but I guess I'm back to the TTC board now!!
Big hugs BC thinking of you.xxxxx
Claire, I really am so happy for you, and I really wish for you to enjoy this pregnancy and have a lovely healthy child.
I will pop in to catch up on all your progress and try and give help and answer any questions if possible.
Good luck to you all on your journeys
Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 6:55 pm
So sorry FC. I really know how you are feeling right now. been there 3 times now. But as you said in your post, you do have a fantastic support group around you in your family, including your wee boy. You do have a future just maybe a sligtly different one than you first thought of. But I am sure you will make the most of it and find you are very lucky and very happy. Much love being sent your way honey
Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 6:59 pm
Faye how are you doing today?
Anna I did long protocol and started down regulating with the microgynon 30 pill on day 1 of my cycle, I then had endometrial scratching done around day 21. I then stopped the pill that same day and started my suprecur injections. x
Ttc since December 2007!
Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 7:26 pm
Hi nutty, I'm scared to death I'm gonna lose it, never thought I'd be this worried! I poas just now because I've been convinced the bleed I had yesterday was it, there was a small clot in it but hasn't been anything apart from a bit of brown since, no bad pains! The test was a pound cheapy from Boyes and considering its not morning pee it's very noticeable! My minds going mental on me, still have to get through the weekend yet!!
How have you been?
Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 7:50 pm
Quinny, I started down reg on day 21. Will have been on it for just over two weeks when go in for down reg scan and trial et. Then start stimms, it has 12 days of stimms on the plan. Then when ready I do the pregnly then 36 hours later for egg collection.
Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 8:46 pm
Faye I know exactly how you're feeling , I'm crapping myself literally 24/7. I keep getting mild af cramps and it freaks me out so much but at same time I do have symptoms so I'm trying to stay level headed Who am I kidding lol!
Ttc since December 2007!
Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 8:53 pm
It's so frustrating isn't it!!! I don't even know if I have any symptoms or not, can't figure out if my minds playing tricks or not!
I dunno if my bbs are veiny or where they always like that?! Am I more hungry or would I have been this hungry anyways, so many simple things!
I've got everything crossed for us!