Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 12:15 pm
Thanks Claire, I forgot all about it, it was just like some compulsion to test even tho as I was doing it I knew it would be bfn!
I'm kind of dreading it too as at least when you test early a bfn might not mean anything, a bfn on test day means its all over. We need to get some positivity back!!
Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 12:53 pm
Im really trying to forget about the fact that this is our last go. If I dwell on that too much I think I would go completely crazy!
Why does this have to be so hard for some of us, do you think people actually know how lucky they are that they can miss a period before it even occurs to them they might be pregnant?! Here we are counting down every day and looking out for every tiny sign.
Faye, a pink line is a good sign, I have never had an evap line but I think they are usually grey. Good luck for tomorrow morning!!
I have vowed not to test again til Thursday but with those tests just sitting in the drawer up there I know it will in reality probably be tomorrow morning!!
Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 12:55 pm
I can understand the compulsion to test, I even did one before started down reg as my period had been really light and I'd been feeling crampy even after period. As u say literally pissing money away. So don't beat yourself up about it, I think its only natural when u want it so much. It's way too soon, so just ignore it.
Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 12:59 pm
Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 1:09 pm
Yeah some people don't realise how lucky they are, a friend of mine said to me that she would rather have our news than a friend of hers who is preg but there is complications with it. Yes that's really horrible but so is this and as u cant compare the situations, as u say I wouldnt wish this on anyone. Said friend then got preg after a month. So she has no idea what it's like to be counting days.
Posted: Mon Feb 25, 2013 1:18 pm
One of my close friends compared her casual trying for 9 months to what me and my o/h have been through (5 yrs trying, 3 operations, 2 miscarriages , 1 ruptured ectopic and 3 cycles of fertility treatment). I actually couldn't believe it when she dared tell me she knew exactly how I must feel given her 'trouble' . Errrrr f**k off!
Ttc since December 2007!