Posted: Fri Jan 25, 2013 10:15 pm
Post subject: Trying not to listen to the 'cowbag' voice in my own head!
A good friend of mine gave birth to a beautiful baby girl on Wednesday. I am thrilled for them - really, I am.... I'm really pleased as they had been trying for 3 years as she suffers from PCOS.....I am trying so so hard not to listen to the teeny-tiny part of my brain that is horrid and jealous and a cowbag......I'm going to call that part of my brain Mildred - Mildred, my friends is a [*CENSORED*]!
Posted: Sat Jan 26, 2013 8:42 pm
It took me 2 years to Conceive my first, and ttc my 2nd I'm on month 7. my poor sister has been ttc for 2 1/2 years. Fuming when my friend fell pregnant by 'accident' not once but twice!!
Posted: Tue Jan 29, 2013 5:20 pm
It's funny but I feel a real joy and happiness for ppl when they have really struggled to get their baby. It's the ones that say "we've decided it's time to try for a baby" and then 3 months later on the dot announce their pregnancy that I want to stab!!! Lol x
Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2013 3:06 pm
Posted: Wed Jan 30, 2013 3:28 pm
Unfortunately I have one of those best mates that literally has to look at a c**k and fall pregnant She spent Decemeber binge drinking and sh*gging some waster who doesnt even work and ended up pregnant, she had an abortion booked (would have been her 4th abortion) but with a lot of persuasion from him and her daughter ( thats yet another thing wrong on so many levels, being influenced into things by other people) she's decided to keep it. Even though shes made it perfectly clear she'd much prefer to end up miscarrying. So damn hard to deal with given the fact she still smokes cigarettes and weed and generally doesnt give a toss.
Still I am trying to be the better person and be happy for her which is easier said than done.
Ttc since December 2007!