Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 8:35 am
Post subject: In Denial ?
Well after saying I wouldn't test this cycle (mainly because i'm not sure when or if I ov'd ) I caved yesterday and tested
But I've realised that I might as well not bother as I never accept what the test says anyway
I always keep them for the rest of the day and go back and check about 20 times to see if a line has suddenly appeared from nowhere
Just wondered if anyone else does this or if its just me who's nuts
Even after testing again this morning and getting another glaringly obvious blank test I still keep having a sneaky peak to see if its changed while I wasn't looking
(I blame my body for not giving me my typical pre AF signs and getting my hopes up )
Posted: Fri Mar 01, 2013 10:26 am
Oh yes. That's why I stopped buying tests haha! I only got them once again when I was late (stupid body) and it just appeared a week later. Def kept going back to them too, even digging them up for the rubbish hahaha! Felt so silly.
I am tempted sometimes to get the ov tests, to check if what I feel is right. But in the end don't as they're so pricey! And I'm bound to forget to do them at the same time everyday haha!
Posted: Sun Mar 10, 2013 2:09 am
I tested Wednesday, test is still on the table thing near the loo, still glance at it each time I go. Can't bring myself to chuck just in case. I'm pathetic lol
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MC - 2 Jan 2009
TTC since 24 June 2009
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