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bbysad
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Posted: Fri May 17, 2013 1:31 pm 
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well found out i was pregnant just over 3 weeks ago had bleeding 1 week ago and feel more god damn alone than i ever have DH only thinks of his self and his stupid laptop game's and what he friggin well want's i look after a 13 year old child a 17 month old baby and try to cope with the fact that my mother is no longer here i live in a different country to my dad who is dying as well of cancer (but when DH's grandfather pasted the day before out 17 month old was born i was there for him he done sod all for 3 month's for any of his kids or me my mum died 29th January this year and got buried on the 18th of Feb on the 20th of Feb me and DH had a row and he dumps me bloody great hay where is my time to grieve for my mum or the baby we lost in December last yr

last time i was pregnant with my youngest he kept threatening to take my kids off me so i tried to force myself not to get too attached with her now i feel the same with this one (my eldest he cant take as he aint the father) i feel like im just here to be a slave

the hospital have put me high risk and DH still tells me im getting the shopping in from the car and do all the house work plus look after the kids (one during the day all the time and i still get up over night with her HE has never done an over night in his god damn life even tho he promised me he would ) i don't go out and i have no friends at all (the only friend i have is a Siberian husky dog that don't talk back ) im not aloud to say anything to anyone as he accuses me of slagging him off he even believed someone on FB over me saying that i had been sending mail.s to them (so i sent all mail's i had to but he never read them )

just feel so bloody alone and i don't have my mum that is my rock no more Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad Crying or Very sad
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Posted: Fri May 17, 2013 1:33 pm 
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my 13 year old has problems as well
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Posted: Sat May 18, 2013 4:11 pm 
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hun, its sounds like your at the end of your tether, and been through a hell of a lot over the past few months. I'm not really sure what to say, i didnt want to read and run, but if i was you i'd be asking myself if i was happy and trying to work thru my feelings.. Sad you shouldnt be feeling like this at all really, never mind pregnant aswell xxxx Big hugs hun xxx
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Posted: Sat May 18, 2013 6:53 pm 
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Crikey you are having a rough time. I'm never any good at what to suggest but ultimately you need to be happy.

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Posted: Sun May 19, 2013 11:52 am 
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i think most of it stems from losing my mum not getting over it and miss her soo much just want her back all the other stuff i can sort out (kick hubby up the bum )i am happy just cant cope at the mo i think (been told need counselling for the loss of my mum)
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Posted: Mon May 20, 2013 4:30 pm 
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It may be good to have some counselling and definitely give your partner a kick up bottom!!
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Posted: Mon May 20, 2013 4:53 pm 
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lol done the kick up the bum and he has been getting up at 5.45am with charmane to let me sleep for the last couple of days we did talk and he said he does not understand how i feel as he is not in the same position as me (he has both his parents)
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