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You know for the 1st time in my life I am totally and completely sure . . he he . . . pretty sad huh ??
in response to what did you think about . . . ?? when I had my other 3 I don't think I really thought about it much at all it just happened and yet now it's all I can think about !!

Have you told your other kds ?? what was their reaction ??

I knew my younger 2 would be fine about it, was a little worried about the eldest but he surprised me and was ok about it, once I reassured him he wouldn't be woken in the night

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