Posted: Sat Apr 26, 2008 8:44 pm
Thanks DSFL. All been abit tense on and off this wk what with pressure of BD on right days. DD has been waking up lots etc so we all tired she is just having a stroppy difficult time, like all kids do in particular girls. The pressure has built and all gone downhill today. He has just been difficult and when I say whats wrong he says nothing. He is leaving job nxt wk for new job and training so lots of pressure! Im am physically ok after Ectopic but obviously emotionally a little raw. Was so looking forward to my pregnancy and new baby, the shock still hits me in waves. Not jelous of pg women really pleased for them but lost it a bit in Tesco today as must have been National pg women go to Tesco day ,and then all the way round I had lady with screaming new born, bless her. Just got me a bit emotional and sensitive. Sorry to bark on, just had to get it of my chest. Pupx p.s Hope you ok!x
Posted: Sat Apr 26, 2008 8:49 pm
I know how you feel,me and my bf have been a bit lit that too,it's so much pressure and hassle but I'm sure it will all be worth it!
See that's the thing when you have other children,you have to put on a brave face for their sake when you are feeling like poo.
I really feel for you hun,I find it hard to see pregnant women and newborns,so can imagine how hard it must be for you to see but don't worry,it will be your turn again really soon I'm sure and then there will be someone like you are now,who will look at you and feel like that!
Don't worry about it hun,bark all you like! lol xx
and I am fine thank you for asking xx
Posted: Sat Apr 26, 2008 9:28 pm
only via text, but im so stubborn 2 we don't seem to get anywhere.. and 2 make matters worse just been into the kitchen to find dishwasher has leaked.. just spent the last 15mins with a mop in my hand.. can you see the steam coming from those horns!!!
Posted: Sat Apr 26, 2008 9:30 pm
Oh girlies.....sorry to hear you are all having such a bad day today. Only just managed to get on cos been to Center Parcs........I havent thought about being a mummy all day!!! Apart from when I was on at 6am this morning and when I have then come back on at 10.30 pm cos I just wanted to say hi and check you were all ok??
Keep your spirits up girls. Luv you all. xxx