Poem for my lost lil ones
  Posted: Mon Jun 16, 2008 12:30 pm
Post subject: Poem for my lost lil ones I wrote this after a crappy 2006, i had a m/c in the March (3 days before sons 7th b/day) and in the Dec i had a e/p ( 3 days before Christmas).
Will never get to hold you, Will never get to give you a name, Will never see you grow and blossom, Will never see your smile, Will never hear your voice, Will never tell you how much i love you, Will never tell you how much i miss you, Will never be able to cuddle you. i miss you with each passing day, i sit and think of the future and what might of been if you were around. Your never spoken about but will always remain with me. No matter what you will always hold a special place in my heart. i will always remember you. _________________     Posted: Mon Jun 16, 2008 10:52 pm
Post subject: Bromley I loved your poem too. The bit that stuck out the most for me is the part you wrote about not being spoken about but having a special place in your heart. I always feel like I will upset my family and Mr Archie if I mention my little one so I keep it inside which can be quite lonely sometimes. It's funny cos the only place I ever feel able to talk about it without hesitating is on this forum. What is it they say.......the kindness of strangers. Well done for posting something so personal xxxxxxxxxxx
_________________ I'm not on here all the time so if you need anything PM me Arch x Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 10:29 pm
Post subject: Hi what a lovley poem, even tho i cant stop crying. I thought it would get easier but its not and i dont think it will mc march and just want my baby sooo much. I feel like my heart is broken and hate feeling like this. Think i might need a break from ttc for a while as its destroying me slowly. Sorry for depressin every one just neede to get it off my chest and i feel better after a good cry.
Night night ladies take care xxx _________________ <a><img></a> Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 10:43 pm
Post subject: tinkerbell123 wrote:
Hi what a lovley poem, even tho i cant stop crying. I thought it would get easier but its not and i dont think it will mc march and just want my baby sooo much. I feel like my heart is broken and hate feeling like this. Think i might need a break from ttc for a while as its destroying me slowly. Sorry for depressin every one just neede to get it off my chest and i feel better after a good cry.
Night night ladies take care xxx ((((( big hugs))))) with both my lost lil ones i was not trying to concieve so i cannot even imagine what you or any of the other ladies are going through. hubby and i had the prophecy of if i got caught then so be it but if not never mind, he and his ex lost twins when they were young (17) and i had carried full term my now 9 y.o son. saying that tho after my m/c i had a phantom pregnancy every month for 6 months as i desperately wanted a baby but never told my hubby but he guessed as much ( every time i was late or felt sick etc id say i think im pregnant and then come on my period). i would not tell anyone they are trying to much to concieve as i know that desire to have a lil one is a big one but like you said maybe if you take a break from TTCing and let your mind and body relax you never know what might happen. please take care of yourself and know that there are others out there that know what your going through and are here to listen to you and comfort you even in a small way. as Archie says its easier to talk to strangers that know what youve been through. xxxx _________________ Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 10:47 pm
Post subject: Archie1 wrote:
Bromley I loved your poem too. The bit that stuck out the most for me is the part you wrote about not being spoken about but having a special place in your heart. I always feel like I will upset my family and Mr Archie if I mention my little one so I keep it inside which can be quite lonely sometimes. It's funny cos the only place I ever feel able to talk about it without hesitating is on this forum. What is it they say.......the kindness of strangers. Well done for posting something so personal xxxxxxxxxxx
Archie i feel totally the same with my hubby, he has lost 4 babies and i know how i feel so god knows how he feels. Hes not one to talk about feelings so none get really talked about. funny how we can tell others we have never met about everything but hold back from the people we love. xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx _________________ Posted: Tue Jun 17, 2008 10:53 pm
Post subject: I totally know what you mean Bromley. My m/c happened as a result of something horrid (i've put it on here before and then felt stupid afterwards for saying too much but i'm sure you can guess) before I met my hubby so for him - and my parents - it's something that they don't want to talk about cos it's about more than just the m/c.
I have told the ladies on here some of the most crazy things and everyone is always so accepting and understanding. It's like that poem you put in the generel chat section - it's weird how much you can bond with people you've never met before but feel close to them because of similar circumstances xxx _________________ I'm not on here all the time so if you need anything PM me Arch x
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