[xxVictoriaxx]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[EthansMummy09]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[EmzyLouPlusThree]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[GemGemz85]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[ArmyWifey]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[Kell83]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[KellyRH]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[cookiemonster]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[AmyAndMark]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[BandaPanda]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[PixieB]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[Mandbaby]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[VKing]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[ashclokay]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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[xxOliverAndMaxsMummy]

I lost my baby on Tues and I just can't stop crying and to make things even worse my milk has come in but there's no baby to feed.

We had a car crash at 8 wks and I've just bled constantly since 11 wks, passed clots the size of my fist and been in & out of hospital, but I came out 3 weeks ago & been feeling much better for past 2 wks, then all of a sudden I woke up on Tues in such pain I couldn't move. I had my baby at home that morning and She was kicking all the way until the moment I felt a rip - when the placenta come away. I just can't believe it happened.

We called her Isabella Grace and had her blessed today & had her foot & hand prints taken. Now I'm waiting for her funeral, when I should be looking forward to the moment I can hold her in my arms and instead of buying her a blanket to be buried in I should be buying her beautiful pink things to bring her home in. My dh is absolutely gr8 and we feel so much closer but I really don't know how I'm gonna get thru this. I can't sleep or eat - it feels so wrong to be enjoying food without my baby. I feel so guilty that I couldn't hold on to her for just a few more wks. I just feel empty and can't sleep - this is the time of night Isabella would wake me up to say hello with a kick & big fidget. I miss her so much and want her so badly. My heart is well & truly broken.

If anyone has any advice, I could really do with some I'll try & get back on here soon. xx
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