How will I ever?.....
  Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 8:24 pm
Post subject: Julie, what a perfect beautiful angel,
i cannot imagine what you must be going through, you are an incredibly strong woman and i thank you for sharing the picture. as someone said i hope one day you will be able to look at this pic with a smile and not the undoubted heartbreak you feel right now xxxxx _________________  [/url]
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Jo&Alice Posted: Wed Apr 28, 2010 9:53 pm
Post subject: Thank you for all your kind words. I have taken her picture down now.
Its going to take some time to recover and re-group (ie, pull myself together) after Eleanor. I miss her every day, and wish she was still warmly tucked up inside me. I would have been 25 weeks today.....15 weeks until D Day. 
Take care ladies, cuddle your little ones tightly - they are so precious. julie xx _________________ 
Our baby Eleanor lost 6 Apr 10 Posted: Thu Apr 29, 2010 4:28 pm
Post subject: Julie
I am so sorry for the loss of Eleanor, my heart goes out to you and i send you lots of hugs xxx I lost my angel baby boy on the 7th April, he was born at 25+5 weeks and put up a brave fight for 26 days, until he grew his angel wings xxx The feelings are still very raw for both of us and i wish you and your family and Eleanor all the love in the world xxx Sarah xx Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 10:19 pm
Post subject: julie i cant put in to words what i want to say...only that little eleanor truly is an angel...i saw her picture which I'll admit I was a little hesitant about looking at but she just looked so peaceful like a sleeping angel and so beautiful beyond words
i hope that you and your family can gather strength from each other and get through this awful time _________________     Posted: Fri Apr 30, 2010 11:02 pm
Post subject: Julie
I missed the picture but just wanted to say how brave you are and how I'm sure in time your pain will start to ease. You have a lovely family and I'm sure with their help eventually you will start to feel less in pain like you do now. Look after yourself Julie. xxxxx _________________  Posted: Tue May 11, 2010 5:31 am
Post subject: Its been 5 weeks today since we lost our little girl, even though it feels like longer. I would have been 27 weeks today.
We have since found out from urine cuture results taken on the day i went into hospital, i did have a urine infection - and the bacteria was E-coli. This escalated into an infection and travelled up to Eleanor. I never realised a UTI was so dangerous in pregnancy. I do now. I blame myself every day for not insisting on sending off the urine test (only had a dipstick done which was ok, because i was concerned my urine smelt funny) the week before, and i now know they only detect 50% of UTI's. I should have trusted my instincts - and when i visit Eleanor now, I cry and tell her how very sorry i am. Sorry i let this happen to her, sorry she is not still here with me. All for something that should have been routine.
Julie xx _________________
Our baby Eleanor lost 6 Apr 10 Posted: Tue May 11, 2010 10:01 am
Post subject: oh julie its not your fault how were you to know
i didnt know that a urine infection was so dangerous ether it does seem longer than 5 weeks since she went to the angels hope you are ok big huggs xx  _________________  [/url]Make a pregnancy ticker
<3 <3 xxx my 3 big boys xxx <3 <3 Posted: Tue May 11, 2010 8:56 pm
Post subject: JulieWoo wrote:
Its been 5 weeks today since we lost our little girl, even though it feels like longer. I would have been 27 weeks today.
We have since found out from urine cuture results taken on the day i went into hospital, i did have a urine infection - and the bacteria was E-coli. This escalated into an infection and travelled up to Eleanor. I never realised a UTI was so dangerous in pregnancy. I do now. I blame myself every day for not insisting on sending off the urine test (only had a dipstick done which was ok, because i was concerned my urine smelt funny) the week before, and i now know they only detect 50% of UTI's. I should have trusted my instincts - and when i visit Eleanor now, I cry and tell her how very sorry i am. Sorry i let this happen to her, sorry she is not still here with me. All for something that should have been routine.
Julie xx Oh Julie I am so sorry. You have nothing to be sorry for. If you had symptoms they should have done a proper test not a [*CENSORED*] dipstick. I'm so incensed on your behalf. Don't ever feel you need to apologise to Eleanor. I just hope in time this pain lessens for you xxx _________________ 
 Posted: Thu Jun 03, 2010 1:34 pm
Post subject: Re: How will I ever?..... hi i no how you feel ! you have been through hell and back. i lost my daughter at 33 weeks because she had a knot in the cord i was greatfull for the peoples kind words but it didnt bring her back. ( watch out for the not so nice people because they are out there )
you cant blame your self for what has happened. i just want to wish you all the best for the future if you ever need anyone to talk to just pm me _________________ 
reece 9 and jaylee 5
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