Posted: Thu Jul 15, 2010 10:12 am
I no I will be the first on this month, but please could someone put a bfp by my name, to make it more realistic! I feel like am the only one in the world ' in real life' excited about this little bean and hoping it sticks.
AM feeling so down today for some reason.
OH being a complete %&&$$%£!
He not smiled since told him and making me feel like I done bad getting BFP! Asked him why he not happy and he replied ' not going to get excited until you ready to drop cause of what happened to you last time'......!!!!!!!!!! WTF
I said why cant he be happy say when we get the 1st Scan and he said not even then as that when it happened last time..... It was 6w 5d when I MC - he really has no clue!
We have been TTC since Dec 09. You would think he would 'get it' by now!
Slept really bad again last night couldnt get comfy, then back ached and started worrying if its normal or not etc. He came home with a grump on and when said goodbye as i left for work we both waved then i saw him in the rearviewmirror do that 'WHATEVER' type flick/wave as i went round corner.....
Just feel like balling eyes out, have told no one so cant moan to anyone, hence the rant me thinks.
Just need a hug and more than 2 hrs sleep tonight!
Sorry for moaning,
Posted: Sat Jul 17, 2010 7:01 am
im sorry arrived one good thing you didnt have too wait long.
my dr said to bd everyother day from day 11 till 18 but she did also say important to anytime month other than when you got flow as stops the pressure being on those few days .
good luck for next month